
How can I actually fall down into the grasp of satan and openly admit that satan makes things look so easy and that I am tempted. Oh! GOD how can I expect Thee to come to my rescue when I am walking admit tingly in the shadows of darkness. How can I expect you to bring Thine Holiness into the place where I now stand. Oh Lord, I have been so blind to the real truth and understanding of the way I live my life and the things that I allow myself to indulge in.
Forgive me Lord, as I now begin to see and understand that I must first remove the desires that have bonded me, and the only desperation that I should have, is to seek Thee rightfully in my heart. I realize now Lord, that my desperation must be only to protect the relationship that I share with Thee at all cost. Once I stand in the Light of God and I am tempted, then I must defend my ground with the force of God upon me. I see Lord, that it would only be possible if I stood in Thine lighted zone.
Oh! Father thank you for helping me to see and to understand that I have placed the God within me in the wrong things and places. May I never be robbed of this power that you have given me. Amen! [Psalm: 25, 27, 51, 56, 85, 144, 148] Amen!