
Why is it Lord, that after I have indulged in sinful play, that I feel so ashamed and soiled? Why do I receive these daily commands that leave me powerless and confused. And why Lord, do I not get any satisfaction from these ceremonies that I perform even though my mind is calling me to ignore all that I know in my heart to be true. Lord, forgive me and cleanse me of this pattern of behaviour.
I did not realize that as children of God, we are always surrounded by ungodly unseen forces, whose main purpose is to distract us from the Light of God and His daily message and workings within our lives. Father I did not understand that each and every time, I allowed myself to enter into ceremony outside the Light of God, that whom I really was entertaining and pleasing is the ungodly unseen forces, within and around my sacred temple given to me by the sacrifice of Jesus Christ.
I understand Lord, why I could never come out of my ceremony feeling uplifted and clean, Thou, was not there. Heavenly Father, I thank Thee for this merciful understanding, that I have received and I know that Thou have forgiven me. I know I am purified by this divine understanding, which I have prayed for. Lord Jesus, may I always be worthy of Thine love and compassion, in Jesus name we pray.[Psalm: 25, 27, 32, 39, 69,141,144, 148]