
"Faith with action is Light, and Faith without action is dead" Heavenly Father, my heart bleeds for forgiveness and please have mercy on my sins, that I continue to allow to control my life daily. Lord Jesus Christ please help me! I know that Thou art always with me as I drown myself in my sorrows and sees and hears all that is going on with me.
As I fall to my knees to ask for Thine forgiveness, mercy, wisdom and guidance on how to uplift my life and turn it around I weep with shame for I have done absolutely nothing to make Thee proud. Thank Thee Lord, for the 38 years of life given to me to enjoy and prosper spiritually here on this earth before I come home to Thee. Father, I confess with my heart that I do not want to live the life of an alcoholic and a drug leech. Help me to understand that I am created in Thine image and I can accomplish anything that I set out to do in Jesus name.
I will remember who I was before I allowed darkness to descend upon me. Open my eyes and my heart to realize that I am an intelligent human being and the fact that I am aware that Satan is holding me back in life and stomping on my spiritual enlightenment and keeping me bondage to living in sin, is the reality that the God within my heart is beginning to activate for a drastic change. Bless me with the strength to "GET UP" and change the face and pattern of my life by cleaning up and throwing out and walking away from all that is not a part of God's plan for my life.
Help me to internally cleanse myself by fasting on Thine words, and selecting natural foods and drink. Guide me to my neighbourhood library where I can reinstate myself with the reality of learning and researching the creative passions that I once held dear within my heart. Guide me Lord, to surround myself with positive people within an AAA meeting. Remind me daily Lord, that I am somebody. Who are you Satan to live in my shadow, a lie and a trick to mankind? I am a child of God, and there is nothing to fear. I will trust in Thee and bless my faith in Thee with positive actions.
Thank Thee Heavenly Father, for opening mine eyes on this day to help me to realize that the journey will be hard, and that my transformation for God will also help the rest of my family. I know in my heart that I am already blessed with this new "TURNAROUND" in Jesus Holy name I pray. Bless this family to always live in God's Light! [Daily: Psalm 25, 27, 69, 107, 115, 121, 125, 144, 148] Amen!
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