How I Felt When I Cheated On My Wife

Dear God, where art Thou, I need you now and I am so ashamed. Lord Jesus, how could this happen and why did I allow myself to be weak.How can I tell my wife that I cheated on her with a woman I did not realize I did not even care for. Lord, how do I explain that this was something I thought I wanted to do, because it was the height of the daily topic on my job.

Now she has found out, and is packing up to leave our home and taking the kids along with her. Dear God, if she can only know the shame that I feel within my heart and how this one night stand has caused me to realize that I truly love my wife and children.

Now that I have allowed myself to sink so low, I fully understand that it was really an unconscious lustful act on my behalf to destroy all I have taken the time to build and put together in my life. Lord Jesus, why does it take committing an unthinkable act, to come to know that this is really not how I want my life to be. Yes, I may have initiated myself into the daily sexual conversation on the job, by becoming one of the boys.

What good did it do me, to have my family leave me for a few minutes of lustful pleasure, I cannot even say I enjoyed, for my heart was not there. Forgive me Lord Jesus, for responding to a lusting call and allowing myself to obey. How do I explain to my wife that I regret what I did, and that this escapade has really woken me up to what a real man is supposed to be for his family.

Now that I am broken in my heart, I have learned a valuable lesson on how easy it is, and why many of us men have lost all that we stood for, on account of trading what is real for what is only a camouflage of how we think our life is suppose to be. Heavenly Father, if only my wife will ever know that this experience has caused me to grow up and fear ever coming so close to losing everything and everyone in my life.

How do I make her realize that she truly has my heart and that there is nothing more precious than a man's family and his bleeding heart. Thank you Lord, for giving me back my life, never to be thrown away again.

Why Am I Watching Pornography

Pornography: Heavenly Father, let us pray for understanding and clarity of why this uncleanliness has come upon us. May the "Holy Light" of the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ descend upon us and cast away our recurring sins, as we may not be aware of the fact that each and every time we enter our closet of darkness, we bring life to a force that will continue to grow and demand to be fed every day.

This is called a binding contract which we have willingly entered. This lustful force is now activated within our mind to be served upon command. Lord Jesus, please help us to understand that, when we bring pornography into our homes and lives, we hereby open the opportunity to bring darkness upon our family members and relationships, (in exchange for sinful pleasures) whom we hold dearly in our heart and love.

God, knows all and sees all that is happening with us. Lord, may we come to an understanding of exactly whom and what we are in bed with, that we will begin to realize (which is a cleansing) to the fact that we are alone and giving birth to a mental agony of shame and secrecy.

Heavenly Father,forgive us for this shameful secret, and release us from captivity and all power that is being granted to this force of darkness. Lord, we do remember the way we felt the last time we thought we were alone, knowing that we are aware that God is watching us.

How much more sinful can this be? Grant us the will to cleanse our minds by watching nothing electronically for an extended period of time and may we select a psalm (51),(18), or special prayer that we can pray daily and earnestly to God, which will uplift our minds.

May we have the strength to stop now while we are still ahead, believing that with the knowledge and working power of Gods Light, forgiveness and love we will walk away from this grave sin. We will first ask for forgiveness, clarity of mind, and deliverance in the things that we yet do not fully understand in Jesus name. Amen! Pornography!

Believer, Sinner And Fallen Again

Sinner: Heavenly Father, I hereby open communication with thee on this blessed day.Father God, I want to thank Thee, for giving me this chance to begin again.

I confess that I am a sinner and I have sinned against thee. Let us pray: Lord jesus, I am opening up my heart to receive thine understanding of what I am participating in and with whom I am standing in ceremony with. Why is it Lord, that after I have indulged in sinful play, that I feel so ashamed and soiled?

Why do I receive these daily commands that leave me powerless and confused.And why Lord, do I not get any satisfaction from these ceremonies that I perform even though my mind is calling me to ignore all that I know in my heart to be true. Lord, forgive me and cleanse me of this pattern of behaviour.

I did not realize that as children of God, we are always surrounded by ungodly unseen forces, whose main purpose is to distract us from the Light of God and His daily message and workings within our lives. Father, I did not understand that each and everytime, I allowed myself to enter into ceremony outside the Light of God, that whom I really was entertaining and pleasing is the ungodly unseen forces, within and around my sacred temple, given to me by the sacrifice of Jesus Christ.

I understand Lord, why I could never come out of my ceremony feeling uplifted and clean, you were not there. Heavenly Father, I thank Thee for this merciful understanding, that I have received and I know that Thou have forgiven me and that I am purified by this divine understanding, which I have prayed for. Lord Jesus, may I always be worthy of Thine love and compassion Amen! Sinner!

New Member In Christ: How Do I Act?

Christ: Let us rejoice in Jesus name for the newest member whom has come forward to forgive, to learn , to grow and to love his neighbour as he loves himself. Lord, we thank Thee, for this blessing that has befallen us, as a brother in Christ, begins to open his heart to receive Thine love, knowledge and understanding of how it all comes together.

Lord Jesus, from this day forth, we pray for Thine Light of understanding to descend into this hungry heart, where Thine Light will open the eyes of the heart, to see, to feel and to understand Gods ways. Merciful Father, let there be unconditional love and compassion for our brothers and sisters.

We realize that to see and to feel Thine love, we must open our hearts to others to experience and understand the teachings of Jesus Christ. With all fear placed only upon Thee Lord, we understand that our actions must be directed, in the same manner as Thine. Lord, we may not understand all that is written or spoken of Thine words, but Father, how can we go wrong when we have obeyed Thee, by taking and showing the God in our heart in every circumstance or situation that may arise.

We will never fear the resistance we will receive, for we know that we are covered by Thee at all times, within the Holy Spiritual Light and Love Of Jesus Christ. We understand, Lord, we have only to place Thee first, in everything we set out to do. Lord, we also, now understand that all we do must be approving to Thee, and all things of our past will no longer be binded onto us or we to them.

We will educate ourselves about the teachings of Jesus and apply them into our life. Oh, Lord, so simple, and yet so great a burden to mankind. Praises and Thanks unto our Lord and Savior for his eternal wisdom. Amen! Christ!

How Do I Stop My Sexual Shame

Sex: For God, so loved the world he gave his only begotten son, to forgive us, to heal us and to wash our sins away. Let us pray in Jesus name. Lord Jesus as we stand here before Thee, shaking with shame for our sexual sins, we beg Thee for Thine forgiveness and mercy upon our soul.

Lord, what is this dark cloud that has descended upon us and why are we so powerless to turn it away. Help us to realize Lord, that we have taken up residence in the camp of the enemy and each and every time that we feel those urging needs to renew our membership, we will become more and more powerless with each passing day.

Lord, may we come to realize that whenever we indulge in the planted seed within our mind, that we are never ever alone in this shameful committed act. We pray dear God, that with clarity and understanding we come to realize that only the enemy can give us an addiction placed firmly within our minds.

Thanks to the Love and Light given to us by our Heavenly Father, we shall see the truth, take back our power and say no thank you. Lord, may we replace our darkness with our creative skills and talents, and uplifting contructive passions, which are all pleasing to God. How blessed we are, for in Jesus there is no shame! Amen! Sex!

I Need A Boyfriend

Boyfriend: How good it feels to plan and seek our goals, for the rest of our life, by the will of God. Let us pray together in Jesus name, about the things that are pleasing to our Heavenly Father. Today we will first give thanks for all that we have and are about to receive. Lord, we realize that we must first open our hearts to listen to what Thine desire for us is meant to be. We understand that all acts of creativity is pleasing to Thee, and as we fill our hearts with the creative talents and skills that we know we can do, we will draw to us equally an open heart, which is also filled with the talented spirit of God. May our patience and understanding be placed within the creative skills and talents that God has placed within our hearts. Praises and thanks onto our Lord and Savior for blessing us with so much love and understanding. Amen! Boyfriend!

Growing Apart From My Husband

Husband: God, is in this union of marriage. You are of his flock and therefore you have nothing to fear. Your spirits have grown apart and are not in communion with each other.

Within a marriage there must be that which we will call common ground. First we will give God all the praises and thanks for this marriage, and we shall ask for a blessing upon this union. Then, it is imperative that you select a pleasure (walking,cooking.ballgame,etc.) that is of high interest to you both, and one day of the week must be dedicated to this interaction between the both of you. This is the spiritual side of marriage.

Remember his/your fun things to do together before or right after your marriage began. You see, we are all God's children and he will always come to our rescue in our time of need. Show the love and attention that started this union. The spirit if God needs to connect between you both. Be happy and free.!!! God bless this marriage in Jesus name. Amen! Husband!

Husband: I Want Him Back

DEAR I WANT HIM BACK:Husband: In Jesus name, let us come together in prayer and pray for a refreshing and blessing of this marriage, which has now been invaded by an intrusive female spirit. We will first ask for forgiveness and mercy for all that we both have done offensively in the eyes of God.

Father who art in Heaven, bless and refresh this sacred union of matrimony, that we can begin to mend and heal in this relationship. May we begin to remember the many things that we did together, that made us so happy. Lord, may we understand that we need to take the time to do something pleasureable and spiritually uplifting together all the time.

Help me Lord, not to take my marriage for granted. Show me Lord, how I can improve my general profile and creative abilities to bring joy and rememberance back into my husbands life again. This is not the time for weeping and mourning, for the God given power is mine. Open my mind to remember why he fell in love with me and married me.

Help me to understand that it is I, whom my husband sees and desires in this image, of what I once was, and known to him. With clarity and understanding I will lift up this marriage in Jesus name. Let no man destroy this union that God has put together, for "I AM" number one in my husbands heart, mind and spirit. Amen! Husband!

About 1 year ago : Lord i pray to you that hear this prayer from my sister and take granted. I trust you God and love you. Thank you for this wonderful sister that took time to pray for me and others in Jesus name AMEN!

Drugs, Sex, Alcohol...God ?

Drugs: Heavenly Father, today we come to rejoice in Jesus name, for bringing this child of God, home from the spiritual warrior school of hard knocks.

We will celebrate this extreme graduation and the reward of a luminous coat of armour now to be carried and used within the world of Gods working powers, to reach and teach his people of all the suffering and pain, and bring understanding to a many that are lost. Lord Jesus, today when we pray and send these youngsters out into the world, we know and believe in our hearts that they will be able to with stand all that the powers of darkness trows at them.

Lord, we know that they have now become, Thine walking billboard of: DONE THAT,BEEN THERE, and with this new strength and understanding, when the Christ within surfaces, there will be absolutely nothing outside, that can break them down. PRAISE GOD IN HIS MIRACULOUS WORKS. See his Light and you shall be saved. Amen! Drugs!

Forgiveness Brings Peace Of Mind

Forgiveness: Heavenly Father, grant us peace within our hearts, that we may move steadily into the Light of love and understanding. Lord, this door that we have opened, and remains open, is where all the darkness dwells in our heart.

Father, are we trapped in this open door , or are we enjoying the power to wreck havoc on ourselves, as well as the lives of others? How do we replace the nightmares that dwell within this open door? Lord Jesus, why can we not see and understand that as long as this door remains open, we have not fully given Thee permission to come into our heart, and save us from the memories and pain of our past, that we know will continue to follow us every day and everywhere we go.

Why do we willingly bind ourselves to a sin that was of yesterday. Are we not worthy to live and uplift ourselves before Thee, Lord. Why can we not see Lord, that forgiveness is the key that opens all doors to the divine way of God, Oh! Lord, please forgive us, as we would want to be forgiven by all whom we have wronged consciously and unconsciously.

With clarity do we understand that we are the barricade and obstacles in our own way to receiving the gift of eternal life. Let us Praise Jesus Christ for his unconditional gift in loving us all. Amen! Forgiveness!

Married: Yet Unhappy

Marriage: Dear God, let us pray in Jesus name, we are asking Thee to grant us forgiveness for all that has passed before us and has kept us away from Thine guidance and love. Lord, please bring Light into this sacred marriage and the hearts of this united couple. May their spirits never tire of each others love as the connection grow stronger with each passing day.

Lord, we must understand that our hearts are where this divine connection is bond together and with all our depressions and unpleasant feelings, we create weakness in this divine love connection. Lord Jesus, bless us with the understanding, that what we are seeking on the outside, is already bonded in our hearts. Help us to gain interest in the same things that are pleasing to the both of us. May we take the time to learn about and enjoy a pastime that is meaningful to one of us.

Heavenly Father, as we await the return of our loved ones, we will hold fast to our faith in Thee, and indulge ourselves in some creativity, that will continue to feed the love in our hearts. We pray that the love in our spirits finds their way home.

Grant us forgiveness, as we begin to prepare for this loving reunion in Jesus name, Amen! Marriage!